First of all I am not joking and this is stronger than me. This anguish and pain that have kept this inside me. The 12 years ago I suffered from sexual abuse, because I'm gay, where a person of my own family raped me sexually, saying that: "If I do not convert me to heterosexuality, I will die, but he would continue abusing me until it hurts to see how much my ass "and it has been hard for me, 12 years have passed, and it has been horrible for me endure the pain of the memories and look at my bed and remember all that I suffered. I wanted to thank the force that Gaga, my Goddess Of Love, gave me such support and be able to show that I can be brave, but I'm really not holding endure much pain, keep quiet for me has been something awful and I'm sick of life, discouraged all. Gaga forgive me for not having been as strong as you taught me to be, forgive me for failing in this, but I'm really dying and I'm in my final stretch. I love u Gaga, I love u monsters, but I'm so sorry, I going die... #ladyhustle #princessdie #bye #End