Is too hard to be me, who was being falling in love with someone but all people around me and him judge him, I don't know why they are judge him? because they are his friend or because I am very look like a girl? or they can smell I love him?now I lost him, because they continued to mock him as he is my boyfriend.so he stay away from me and I also can’t able to approach him again because I do not want him to be teased anymore Now I'm in one workplace with him,i can see him everyday but we’re like in two different countries. never talk again. This is very difficult to me, make me cry everynight. because I really love him, he just makes me feel comfortable when I'm in his side but now I Feel world reject me. Why god make me like this, why I Love him so much???