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I'm alone and suicidal

I thought I had a best friend that I could rely on but guess how that turned out. We live in different countries but literally we used to talk 24/7, I told her EVERYTHING and she did the same. We were such good friends that I am/was supposed to fly out to London this summer to hang out. Doesn't look like that's happening anymore. I didn't even do anything. I learned on twitter she's got a boyfriend now and a new best friend who can go on double dates. yay love being single. She hasn't answered my texts or DM's and I can clearly see she's online. I don't know what to do, I have NO other friends, she was my main best friend I could rely on. Now I have no one and it fucking sucks. I have been depressed for a while but this is pushing me off the edge. I want to kill myself. I don't see a future tbh. I've lived life and it fucking sucked. idk what to do, I feel so alone. #Bullying #Suicide #depression #depression #Cutting #suicideprevention #mentalillness #SUICIDAL #Worthless

Dr Ruth Jayne Battersea@ruthiejs 11y

Throughout life there are times when you have a best friend, times when you have a group of great friends and times when you are left entirely on your own. I used to hate being on my own. I used to think it meant there was something wrong with me. I used to think there was no future. Its seems like there is no way out at the time but I can assure you 100% you CAN get through it. What you need to do is become your own best friend. What do YOU love, what things do YOU like to do. Set goals, things you want to try and achieve and start focusing your energy on building you and spending time enjoying being you. You dont need someone else to do all these things. There is so much out there for you to enjoy, grab it whilst you are young dont let it pass you by. take care

Andrew Martinez@andrew10monster 11y

505-306-3862 call me!!

Pippa Slaytor@pippa 11y

you're worth more than her & even though it doesn't seem like it now you will be better off finding friends who love you no matter if you're single or not!! <3 keep smiling and never take your own life because you are too special. PM me if you need xx

Cobina@bina 11y

People come and go. I had a friend like that once. I got stabbed in the back really bad. The people who love you the most stick by you. We are here for you.

Bram Jonathan Holland@bram444 11y

There are a lot of other people on this planet, with more than 7 bilion there's at least one you can be friends with. Try to find people with the same interests as you at school or something, trust me there will be people like you + you can always message me [[lm.cross]] [[lm.pawsup]]