I probably wouldn't freak out. I might cry, depending on what context, but she's only human. [[lm.bornthisway]] I really wish I could just sit down, and have dinner with her, and chit-chat for a few hours. Talk about life in general and try not to bring up her job. Ask her about what her goals are in 5 years, what she really wants to accomplish, and also little questions that people might not care to ask. Being pen pals or sending each other texts would be cool, too. I dunno. I just don't want to be a crazy fan, and freak out over everything. I hope at some moment when Gaga decides to take a break from her up-front stardom, she can have some privacy. I can only imagine how maddening it is to have everyone on the street know how you look, or your name. Not to mention all of the noise, the thought processes, and everyone else's opinion and management in your head 24/7. I don't ever want to be famous. If I could be anything, I'd want to be a friend to Gaga that doesn't give a shit that she's famous. I'd just want to be her friend, and be someone she can talk to with no strings attached. Being a friend to anyone without attaching strings is the best thing you could ever do. No selfies, no bragging. Just friendship, and chewing the rag. These days I feel as if this community is always looking for their best interests, be it sex, attention, bragging, judgement. It's all incredibly loud on this site. It's depressing how much everyone is clawing to get the spotlight on them for all the wrong reasons. Harassing Gaga, and asking for things that they might not ever see. **What the fuck does Gaga owe you**? When the rave was cancelled in Seattle, I freaked out. I got jealous. I asked time and time again, "Why my city?" Once I calmed down, I realized that I was being incredibly selfish. What would happen if monsters knew she was ill, but harassed her to press on? Could Gaga's voice be permanently damaged? How far are we going to obsess about her to the point where we are being abusive? Gaga is not ours. Gaga can do whatever the fuck she wants. To those of you who actually nurture your talent, I applaud you. Those who use the canvas, and bleed upon it with their heart. The singers, the poets, the authors, the artists, the peacekeepers. I adore everything you do, because you draw attention to yourself, so you can inspire others. That is the community I want to be involved in. A community where people talk to each other, and not scream at one another. [[lm.pawsup]] #artpop #ranting #thoughts