Urgh! I'm feeling shit again and I need to vent out my feelings cos I can't do it anywhere else. I'm sick of how people are treating me. I'm surrounded by nasty and negative people who are supposed to give a shit about me but don't. As I've said a million times before, I'm currently suffering with bad back and chest pain. The past three week have been horrible for me, physically and mentally. I'm in pain all the time, every day a new pain, another worry. Yet everyone around me just don't understand!! QQ my dad keeps being mean to me about it, saying I'm pretending and it's nothing. He just called me lazy cos I wouldn't make him a drink (I can't lift a heavy kettle because it hurts my back and chest) so he said it's just cos I'm lazy and I'm using it as an excuse and he's getting sick of me. QQ nobody appreciates that I can't move all fucking day if my pains are bad. They don't realise I can't sleep and I'm going insane from the constant panic. QQ QQ QQ