After being in a terribly abusive relationship, which ended up giving me PTSD and causing me to go back to rehab because I thought my ex was going to kill me. He really really hurt me physically, emotionally, and mentally. But I just listened to ARTPOP and realized I am ready to love again after the abuse and trauma. It's been 11 months since I've been in a relationship and I think I am ready now. I haven't had the easiest time in life, but I am hoping things are going to get better. @gaga helped me through this all, as well as all of my Monster brothers and sisters <3 thank you for giving me strength. I won't let anybody hit me or even lay a finger on me ever again. [[lm.cry]] [[lm.goddessoflove]] [[lm.gypsy]] [[lm.gay]] [[lm.whatever]] [[lm.fame]] [[lm.cross]] [[lm.bornthisway]] [[lm.ball]] [[lm.pawsup]] #gaga #love #abuse #ARTPOP #artRAVE #Monsters