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Lost the battle

Nothing left to loose now. It's too late. I failed. The alcohol beats me. Thought Rehab would help, it was too late. Finally have a girlfriend, now it's too late. We'll see the results at the hospital.. Liver Disease. Now I have to take benzodiazepines to beats withdrawals until the hospital admission.. For some friends I know, I'm sorry but I desactivated my Facebook account, I won't need it anymore. Sorry @gaga This is my last post on #LittleMonsters it was nice to meet you. Taglist: @kayne382 @annibornthisway @lovegaga1 @rockylev @babymonster2210 @brendau @gagasgypsyprincess @ericolivart @tryme @luistagle @pico76 @xaudrymeganbartlingx @sterni1794 @neddy @littlemonsterdestroy75 @barbaraolfers @gagasdemon @behindmyaura @domixwodix2 @artpoperic @gagasperfektluv @liam123 @gaga.com @kingbee @littlesunnyday @gagafanmonsterx @olioliro @gagalover87 @littlemonster4life14 @ladygagaartrave @gagaforgaga7247 @littlemonsterlife12 @vanityhooker @babygiirl @andersoneill @twinkletweetxx @gagalover01 @sharidanmorphine @adamreconne @tantesui @aphroditexylem@kikivg @bornthiswayfamemonst @robodude212 @jelenagypsy @ladygagarobert @pokerazzimonster @andypires89gagaa @himesanchez @candy123 @kata.3001 @ifollowmonsters @caddy @mk171103 @angelica0399 @clarkisawesome @toaster33 @vespa @artpop819 @xashgagax @francescomonster @jtc @popdivart @murci @anaisroblesmiras @koonsgaga @leonardogaga @thebrandon @monsterkindness @mattymarchese @paulymonster @lessejongerbeam @sean30000123 @my.sweetdog @sita @shayshayyreneee @konstart @louisa934 @kata.3001 @herrgaga @bloodynicky @oceanvue @rgfe @valari4 @kizzy4464 @rojinsahindal @laurakorf @dyllannicholas123 @monsteranya98 @dasha.dasha @dyllannicholas123 @nrh @befourhandinhand @candy123 @gdraaaaann @anaisroblesmiras @olioliro @chruchprayer @maus05 @littlem80454600 @inspiredartist @judaslover5963 @gagaset #callme #gaga #ladygaga #GagaPics #ME

Sydney Lewis@inspiredartist 11y

you need to stay here with all of us i thought the same as you with my scoliosis and from suffering sma syndrome but its never too late imagine how sad gaga would be if she found out about this. i bet your girlfriend would love you even more than she already does if you stayed. we love you and im praying for you we all are praying for you but please dont go we need you. gaga needs you

KawaiiGaga@aprincessboy 11y

You're in my prayers. I hope the best for you! :'(

Little Mons†er ♈ LT@littlem80454600 11y

Don't give up, monster :/ Be strong <3 We are here for you <3

ϟ iFollowMonsters ✔@ifollowmonsters 11y

Thank you very much for your support. This is very hard for me, I went in rehab for 1 month for heavy alcohol abuse. I tappered off but I had to do test for my liver and they found a tumor. I still have test and hospital admission (intensive care unit) for further analysis. Apparently, it doesn't sounds good at all, I have a liver disease with a survival rate of 27 %. I'm going to the hospital on September 15th :( I'm just so hopeless :( My parents also divorced so it was very hard to me since I'm only 22 years old. I met a girl in rehab too for depression and we were very close and she's now my girlfriend but I won't have a lot of time to spend some moments with her :'( I'm still taking my benzo medecine (Alprazolam) to help with the alcohol withdrawals, I'm ashamed :(

Dasha Cuprum@dashadasha 11y

Be strong!!! Don't give up!!! PAWS UP!

Leigh Mayson@helxig 11y

Let me get this straight okay? you have not failed anyone, you have not lost anything, you have not committed some terrible act. You made a mistake, like all humans do. There will be times in your life that you might do something wrong, but it's how you come back from it that matters. you can get through this again, and come out even stronger next time. xx

Paüly † Monster@paulymonster 11y

Please, don't leave us! Be strong and anything won't stop you QQ QQ QQ

AdamSpira@adds2000 11y

I cried while reading :'( It's just sad to see such a beautiful person sad :(

iman <3@gagalover01 11y

Don't give up!! I'm praying for you, my love [[lm.heart]] [[lm.heart]]

artpopyas💜@artpopyas 11y

No please don't give up, you do have something left to lose. :( please listen to the doctors and try to take care of yourself

Brenda cuevas@brendau 11y

sorry hope u get better and im always here for u

andy@andersoneill 11y

I'm so sorry be strong

AshGraceMonsterbb@littlegagabb 11y

Don't give up.

ART&POPdesign@francescomonster 11y

You have a whole life ahead of you, i understand addiction it really is powerful and hard to overcome but it's possible. Grab even that smallest light molecule and multiply it, make that 1 molecule become 1 billion! #Staystrong

Sophia.G@mmmonsterface 11y

dont bother to give up we are here for you honey please dont DON'T !!!!

M.Alex.C@marioczyz 11y

i love people and the worldcountrys, can u say me from where u are - at my post? littlemonsters.com/...

Luv Bug@glitteryalien69 11y

if you want to talk to me in private you can, im sorry for what youre going thru, but i feel i can help

Amber T@kohaku23 11y

Hey, there are cures for every disease. Giving up hope is a path to destruction. Don't make this the end of your story, make this be your turning point. Research alternative treatments. Don't listen to the doctors. Learn to love yourself and you will heal. Paws up.

roomingfree77@roomingfree77 11y

When you got nothing left to loose.. then you have that much more to gain along the way of your soul searching desire to leave a nice legacy or epitah on your tombstone of life...*good luck/Let me know/Hugs.. *

Bornthiswaypopart@bornthiswayfamemonst 11y

You are strong monster don't ever give up we are all here for you baby xo we love you 💖