santigomez’s post

Need to express myself, although no one care.

I don’t know if this is the right place to talk about it, but I need to express myself somewhere. I think I’m living a depression, I’m sad all the day, angry with myself, and I can’t smile. I have known a lot of people but no one is my friend. They think I’m boring, I’m a freak, and said to me why can’t you have fun? I just say that I don’t feel like. But they’re not friends, they always leave me alone and I cannot trust to anyone no more. They have judged me so much and betrayed me. People have done me much harm and even my brother doesn’t talk to me, he ignores me. I don’t know what to do, this is so hard and even I’ve thought suicide can be the answer because I’m sure no one would care. But although I’m alone in that fucking world, I know that I must be strong and make a change. I need that change in my life, because I’m all day depressed and I don’t know if it’s my fault and that’s the reason why I hate myself sometimes. Sorry, I can’t express myself very well but this is too tough. Sorry for my English too :( #support #acceptance #depression #Bravery #Depressed #alone #alone #help

Ravi@vanylovesart 11y

YOUR ENGLISH IS PERFECT, DON'T THINK ABOUT SUICIDE-IT'S IDIOTIC, I WOULD CARE OF YOUR DIE, GAGA WOULD CARE AND LOTS OF PEOPLE AROUND YOU AND HERE AND ALL OVER THE WORLD, I THINK YOU DON'T HAVE DEPRESSION, JUST YOU FEEL KINDA INSECURE WITH YOURSELF FOR A LITTLE MOMENT, DON'T CARE, BE YOURSELF AND LOVEEE YOURSELF LIKE I LOVE YOU AND MYSELF. YOU ARE REALLY PERFECT, KEEP GOING. AND TELL THEM THAT IF YOU DON'T FEEL LIKE DOING STH SO YOU JUST DON'T, TELL THEM "WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM GUYS?, I CAN DO WHAT I WANT!" AND THEY ARE GONNA UNDERSTAND IT AND REALIZE THEIR PROBLEMS (PEOPLE CAN LAUGH AT SOMEONE JUST TO FILL THEIR INSECURITIES, THEY USUALLY DO), I LOVE YOU. LOVE YOURSELF, HONEY, I LVE YOU SOO MUCHHH!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 ;D KEEP GOING!!! ;D

Cobina@bina 11y

This moment in your life will pass. It may not be tomorrow. Try to find the light inside yourself. People who judge you based on 'fun' you may or may not be experiencing are people who are looking for themselves in others. Bring that light out, let it shine, and the good will come to you. You must let yourself be included to get past this.

Lady Moonlight@jobey 11y

Oh, when you commit suicide, everyone suddenly starts to care about you. Some of them are just scumbags who never even liked you, but some of them actually cared about you even if you haven`t seen it. So please, don`t kill yourself, there must be a better way to live a nice life.

Tomas monSTAR@tomrial 11y

By trying to express yourself, feelings and thoughts, you made a first step to curing depression Doing something creative is a good way to cure, so is doing something that would feel you needed, like volunteering, it really helps me :). If it's hard to interact with humans, interact with animals, they will never judge you and give lots of positive emotions (people working with animal suffer from depressions and some other illnesses much less). Make funny faces and show a tongue to yourself in-front of a mirror. Little Monsters is a good way to start the prodess of getting better :D #monsterkindness

#MONSTERKINDNESS@monsterkindness 11y

Santiago, gracias por compartir con nosotros este mensaje, eres una hermosa persona y estás en el lugar correcto! para todos nosotros eres especial e importante y te queremos mucho! siempre piensa positivo y hacia adelante, mereces ser feliz porque eres un hombre valiente #monsterkindness [[lm.heart]] [[lm.pawsup]]

LadySalvador@nopanties69 11y

Its a good place for you to express yourself. Your english is good.