kennedi’s post

I'm just so tired, tired & sad.

I'm so sorry for complaining on here but honestly I have no where or no one else. No one wants to be around me. No one wants me. No one will talk to me. I really have no one. I'm so alone. I'm scared & my anxiety is so bad right now. I feel stupid & ugly. I feel broken. I feel like I did something wrong. I can never be myself or I get bullied. I want it all to stop. Yes honestly I have thought about suicide. I haven't yet because I have one friend whose saved me multiple times. I know I don't matter to any one else but I am just letting out my feelings. I just want to get better. I want at least one person to care. I care about everyone & try to help as many people as I can but no one cares about me. I try to stay because hopefully I get to see gaga soon but I don't think I can make it another 60 days. @gaga I'm just saying I love you now incase I don't make it. I'm so sorry. I want to try but in tired of being pushed around, let down, stepped on, & forgotten about. I have nothing anymore. I have no one anymore. I don't think I can do it. I don't want to anymore. I just want to be done. [[lm.cry]] QQ

Becca@dreamingofgagaa 11y

Im here for you gorgeous !! 😚 you are worth alot, and mean alot, although you may not always see it, stay beautiful, lots of love💗💗

Tracy Kay@tracylambeth 11y

I'm so sorry I didn't see this post. Sounds like you're feeling a bit better now, right? Stay strong sweetie. We are here for you!

Zenon@zenon 11y

I care!! I'm here for you if you want!

Maria†mons†er@mariamongiardo 11y

littlemonsters.com/... ?!?!?

Emily@goddessofthedam 11y

It's ok to have bad days and to feel sad, it can't be stopped but never forget how amazing and strong you are, you can do anything.

I care about you, monsters care about, Gaga cares about you. I don't know the people in your life but I'm sure there is someone that loves and cares about you. I know what it's like to think about suicide and sometimes it seems like the only option, but it isn't. You are loved. Those people that bully you when your being yourself are only upset because they do not allow themselves to do the same. Sometimes it helps to keep reminding yourself of something you're looking foreword to, like the artRAVE, theres no shame in that. Hold onto that and look forward to it, when you're there no one will judge you and these feelings will pass, they won't last forever I promise. Fuck those people that put you down or bully you, they don't know the first thing about you. You're beautiful and strong.