So tomorrow i have to go into hospital and have an operation on my eye. I think most of you might know that i am blind in my right eye, i cant see at all through it. This was caused when i was born and i was diagnosed with micropthalmia, a well known eye problem, that many children get from all across the world. I am not retarded, i am not special. I go to a normal school and i can do things that other people can do. But to make my eye not closed i have to have a special cosmetic eye placed inside and that is so that it doesn't look strange. Tomorrow i have to have my operation to lift the eye so that it looks the same as the other eye. I need to have a new plastic eye put in also, i still wont be able to see. But hopefully this operation will change the way i look and how others look at me. It could make a lot of difference. Though i am very nervous about what is going to happen. I am doing this for myself and gaga. Because at first i didnt want to go through all this. But i decided to be strong and do it for Gaga. Because i AM strong and i was born this way. Me having this condition and being blind in one eye has put on a huge difficulty in my life, including bullying, judgement and negativity. The bullying has also triggered much worse things such as my depression, self harm and anorexia. Though i am now getting better because i am starting to accept the hardship in life. It doesnt matter whether you are thin or fat, if your ugly or pretty or how much money you have or if your black or white. It seriously does not change a thing. Im beautiful in my way because god makes no mistakes. Im on the right track baby, i was born this way. Thank you Gaga, for showing me that its okay to be different. And that i am beautiful. And now i am finally happy with myself. I know that it will take a lot of struggle to recover from everything but i am strong and i will believe in myself. @gaga i love you