You've stopped to look at this post for one particular reason. Whatever that reason may be, I hope to be of assistance. I am not a professional adviser, far from it in fact. I suffer from a hell of a lot of issues, some of which I'm struggling to understand myself. As far as I'm aware; severe depression and anxiety (which waver by the hour), borderline personality disorder & some sort of eating disorder. Anyway, Over the years the best pain reliever I have found is *talking*. No matter how overpowering that voice in your head is, convincing you to destroy yourself, search deep for that courage. That sense of being; bravery. Be that brave soul you are and look within yourself and figure out what it is for you that can help you overcome this period. Doctors, friends, family, they will all throw suggestions to you that might keep you on track. You have to be willing to overcome this, and deep down, you are more than willing. It's all you want. Talk. Talk to somebody. It doesn't matter who, they will be willing to help. This is your body and it will take time to learn how it works. It's difficult I know, I'm there too. Just know that there are so many people in this world for you. You are beautiful. Believe it. You may need help to get back on your feet, but there is nothing shameful about taking someone's hand to pull you out of this dark time. I believe you can be anything you put your mind to, find that inner strength and shine. Love always X (if you are struggling with mental illness, and just need a friend, you may contact me personally at ryanleeraeburn@live.co.uk. I'm already your friend, you just don't know it yet.) @gaga #cheektocheek #hearttoheart #gaga #ladygaga #mothermonster #depression #anxiety #bdp #mentalillness #mentalillnesssupport #lgbt #bodyrevolution #insidetheartrave #artpop #artrave #hausofgaga #ladygaga #littlemonsters #help #friends #gay #love