jessicathomasx’s post

Welcome home, Little Monsters.

Goodbye for now monsters, I won't be away too long.

I don't know what to keep doing, I've become my own worst enemy. Anxiety kicks in almost every single day now, I can't focus, I can't sleep much, my mind is always overthinking and dragging me back down. I feel stuck and I feel lost. I've been here before, alone? It resulted in self harm and I can't go back there again. I am surrounded by people who love me, yet somehow I still always feel alone. I'm not here for attention, I just needed to write this down and get it out of my head somewhere, and on this site I feel safe enough to do so.

Lady Emelia (G.U.Y)@emelia 11y

I've been going through the exact same thing. I often feel as though no one cares about me. I realized a lot of my disconnect from others came directly through my resentment from them. I found it incredibly liberating to write letters to those I've felt have hurt me, writing "I resent you for..." And composing a letter almost (that you don't send). At the end I read over the letter. Then, with a red pen, I wrote the word "forgive" over the word resent. After re-reading the letter I felt so much better. It helped me get rid of some of that resentment. I did that for the first time about two days ago, when I was at the lowest point I've ever been. I've never felt more alone than these past few months, so I understand where you're coming from and even though you don't know me you're always welcome to message me. Anxiety and depression are extremely difficult to deal with, and doing it while feeling alone is infinitely harder. My advice is to surround yourself with people you love. If you feel they are not caring enough about you (I always feel unwanted thanks to my social anxiety) try telling them that. They don't have to understand or agree but if they love you they will listen and try to help you up. And if they don't? I will! If none of that helps at all...I always like blasting Gaga's music and pretending like she's talking to me. Marry the Night, Bad Kids, The Queen, Born...

RadioARTPOP.com@radioartpop 11y

You know I love you so much, and I really need to know you're okay. Please contact me, give me a way to message you even when you're not on FB or Twitter. I love you. <3

Nick Walker@nww93 11y

We love you <3 Stay strong <3

Mary Jane Holland@kanabishou 11y

stay strong