I'm so sad. I feel so lonely, I'm so ugly and fat. My gbf/bff and I stopped talking and hanging out cuz he made out with a boy I like and now they are in a relationship. I have no friends and I'm tired of fake. I am so alone. My family doesn't know anything about me, I am so afraid of them and their reaction. Plus they are racist, they hate different and the support Golden Dawn. I hate the thing I'm studying and I wanna stop it but my parents force me to go to the army If I'm gonna drop it. Whatever my life sucks even though I live in a big city. You can't do anything without friends or money. I wanna move on, forgive my bff but I can't forget. I wanna meet some new friends but it is so difficult...