

Cesar Carbajal @mrcesarcarbajal
Should I even continue writig?
Should I even continue writig?
Last night I was at #artravelosangeles and we had GA. I was so excited. I have been working on a #LadyGagaMusical for 4 years. I had the script in my hand last night and threw it after @gaga sang "Aura". The binder opened up and hit the edge of the stage and fell behind the speakers. I was devastated. 4 years of hard work land 5 feet away for Gaga. She then picked up a letter from a Monster that has been thinking of writing #ARTPOPTheMusical... He went backstage and I had to wait until after to get my completed script back. I cried all the way home because she found him before me. If it was another fan I would've been okay. But the fact that my hard work fell to the ground and someone else was writing another musical made me wonder why I should continue writing mine. I've skipped classes to finish this musical for Gaga... I have never felt so hopeless. I felt like a normal fan.. Like I didn't matter to her :( @gaga @tarasavelo #artrave #losangeles #LittleMonsters