So I am nervous to post this, but I feel compelled enough to do so that I am trying to not be embarrassed. As you may know, Courtney and I get lots of really great support from this fanbase. What some of you have shown us is incredible and we are eternally grateful for all the kind words, hugs and love. Unfortunately, as with most things in life...there is a downside to putting yourself out which is that you open yourself up to being criticized and judged. I have read many comments online and had comments made behind my back irl regarding my weight and appearance. Just for the record...I never said I was skinny or pretty and I'm ok with it! I am in a good place now so that doesn't dissuade me from doing what I want, but I want to share a little of my past in hopes of helping anyone else struggling with self-love and acceptance. I have battled with my weight over the years as a direct result of anxiety and depression. It has taken me a long time to feel worthy of my life and of being loved and accepted. For all of you struggling out there...it can get better and you can make it happen! I believe in all of you because if I can do it, so can you! Here is my before and after pics and any of you who want to comment that I am fat, not pretty or ridiculous can kiss my pic in the lower right corner ;). #bodyrevolution #selflove #promoteonlinekindness