Yesterday night I had a birthday party. I don't go to parties very often, because I always feel out of place. I feel very sad because I watch other girls with beautiful outfits, dresses and high heels, and they feel okay with what they wear. They dance and have a good time. And I used to wear a jeans with a simple t-shirt and used to think: 'why I can't be like them? Why I can't be a normal girl, who likes dresses and high heels?' I mean, I used to walk down the streets watching elegant shops for men and thinking 'wow I wish I could wear an elegant man's suit too.' I knew I could do that, but I lacked of courage. I spent months and months wishing to like something I don't like and wishing to be someone I'm not not, because I didn't accept myself. The truth is that I'm NOT like others girls or other people, we're all different and I just have to be myself. So yesterday morning I was very sad because I knew there would have been a party that night. I didn't want to go, as always. During the afternoon I casually listened to 'Hair', my favorite song, so I suddenly took a lot of money and I went out. I bought a jacket for men and a shirt for men, with a papillon and a pair of shoes. This was the result. That song gave me the courage, Gaga gave me the courage to go dressed like that. Gaga gave me the courage to be myself, not just yesterday night, but always. She made me brave. It's been 4 years since I'm a little monster, and during this time she was next to me when I was sad, when I thought about suicide, when I was depressed, when I was afraid of being myself. Thanks to her, yesterday night I made the bravest thing I've ever done, and also the most important for me. Yesterday I felt cool, I felt beautiful, just like other girls always feel. I was finally HAPPY and OK with myself. Please, Gaga, if you read this know that you always inspire us so much to do things like the one I did last night, and to be better people. Know that I will always be thankful and grateful to you for EVERYTHING. Thank you. Thank you mother monster. Without you I wouldn't have done what I did. Thank you. I just thought of you last afternoon and wondered 'what would have Gaga done? What Gaga always tell us?'. Thank you. You're one of the most important person for me. I love you. #hair #myself #brave #littlemonster #gaga #courage #acceptance #queer #born #this #way #identity @gaga