Gaga always saves me in so many ways, i have been going through one of the hardest times of my life, i started having again nightmares every single night with people that bullied me years ago, i cant sleep properly, and i wake up feeling always like a mess, then my escape is crying my tears alone, some of them dont even come out, crying with no tears is the most painful way of crying, all is inside...but i grab my paint , i turn my thougths and fears into something and i write my heart out and share with you all but as you may know my account was hacked weeks ago and all my posts were deleted including this post that Gaga liked, i was completely destroyed as this account has so much meaning and history to me, this post was my most honest, i used for these photos a lot of my anger, sadness, pain, all the worst emotions and expressed it hoping hate could stop around here...as it was all deleted i had nothing left, but Charlotte from backplane helped me and restored my posts, they are mixed now on my page new and old but they are here...well 2 days after my post is restored and i come online...i saw this :') Gaga liked my post , it means so much to me i cant even say but im doing this post to mark the happiness i felt as im in a very low moment again, i couldnt believe, The only thing i can say is Gaga is at the right place at the perfect timing to save me <3 she's all i have <3