The police and detectives have told all his loved ones to move on, but how can anyone move on without CLOSURE!!! I keep thinking of the worst... How can anyone just get on with their lives not knowing someone's whereabouts or wellbeing? I'm trying and I've learned that to "keep myself busy" is the best way to keep my mind off him. But then in the middle of something, I freeze and I wonder how the fuck can someone so close to you just disappear? The Born This Way songs are REALLY helping me through this crap time.... I can only pray that he just "ran away" - that's the only news I want to hear, because anything else is BAD NEWS! :-( #sad #selfie