This post is dedicated to someone i lost, the person i loved and will always love the most...his name is Miguel, we grew up together but we separated before highschool, our lives changed...some years later we found each other again...it was as if i was staring into my own eyes, my own soul, there he was, the other half of me i had lost and felt back inside me at that right moment! .... He taught me how to love myself, as i said in a post a week ago i suffered some heavy bullying when i was still very young, i grew up feeling never good enough, he made me see beauty in myself again, together we had the best years of our lives, he showed me Gaga's art , he made me see her with eyes of an angel, he taught me never to be ashamed of loving what others hate, i was scared to death, where i lived everyone knows each other, i was always a good girl but very rebel, together we shook the town and cities around us, everyone looked at us, we held hands and discovered our talents together, we lost fear of being criticized, but things werent easy, he is gay and as i said we lived in a small place compared to others places in the world, people have a bad time accepting difference there, he was bullied every single day, 4 heavy years of listening to the worst words in the street, i made him see he is way too special and thats why people tend to envy and hate, but it just got worse...i couldnt handle anymore our instability, i started having a lot of anxiety again and drinking a lot, we only felt good drinking and listening to Gaga...as things were harder everyday i decided to move to london hoping something good for us both would happen, i met Gaga after being there for a few months, it was the BTW Ball and i camped to make mine and above all, his dream come true! I did it! I did it for him and i told Gaga about him, she signed a card for him...he couldnt believe, he cried so much for days, all the misery we went through vanished...but life is hard and my life got harder , i kept drinking and missing him a lot, since then ive moved a hundred times, last time i saw him i had met Gaga again, i gave her a book he inspired me to start making, i made it with my girlfriend, we met through Gaga as many of you might already know...after all this many things got better but depression was still in between us, he never left the country and all this time i had been travelling things changed, many good things happened but also many bad, i always wanted him to be free and follow his dreams but his traumas are heavy and he is somehow still caged in... We are no longer together now, it kills me , i still think of him everyday, but as someone i deeply love says... ' Sometimes a story has no end ' ... And i keep believing all we went through will last forever and one day if we both get better , who knows we can glue those broken pieces ... I made these photos for him, he would love it and he knows why... Paws up monsters and always fight for your loved ones, i still do...