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BullyingIsForLose♈s @gagaskleinermonster

Going through a hard time.I loved and I lost..

Lost my boyfriend and if I'm honest I'm not over it but sometimes it's better to let someone go who don't want to fight for you than be with him knowing he's not the right one.Im hurt of all the lies all the pain all the bullshit that happened but life goes on and it's not the last time I cried so it doesn't matter.Im so hurt because I thought that he really is honest with me but he wasn't and I don't deserve to have a man who Is lying to me.There are dark times someday but I hope I will make it so far and get over it one day.Life is too short to be unhappy and spend time with people who are not worth it.I am sad and to be honest I'm sure there is someone who would be grateful to have my heart and he wasn't grateful with it.Listening to gaga and talking to all of you is helpful so thank you for being here in hard and good times ! :) someday it all will fade I hope.I am 17 and feel like that is the biggest problem ever but I can be grateful to be not ill or lost my parents so I have to live further ! A broken heart is like when your rips are broken nobody can see it but it hurts every time u breathe ! I always try to talk cool about it but in reality it hurts as fuck u know it hurts because u always have this memories in your mind..

Barbarella †@barbaraolfers 11y

Baby, I know exactly how you feel! I've been through a recent breakup too. I'll tell you my story: He was my first love, been together for almost 4 years and we were living together and everything, we met on the internet, but we moved in together, I had left everything behind to live with him at his home (he lived 2 hours away in PLANE from my mom's house) I said goodbye to all my friends and to my mom and brother, all for love, so at first everything was fine, but then one day all of a sudden (in summer 2013) he breaks with me up via Skype chat (he didn't even call me, didn't want to hear me or see me) while I was visiting my dad in another country. I felt so broken, it was unexplainable. So much pain (keep on reading)...

Manu@manut 11y

The pain you feel right now is absolutely normal. Having your heart broken is one of the worst feeling but I promise it will heal. Sooner or later you'll see it as just an experience that made you stronger and wiser and that prepared you for a new love. The worst thing you can do right now is to dwell in your sadness. It's ok to cry and to feel depressed for a while but don't let it take over. It's very hard to find true love at such a young age but one day you're gonna find the love you deserve! I see a lot of strength in your post and that strength will help you to overcome anything! Stay strong and be brave!

Mia Aviram@miaaviram 11y

Everything will get bettet soon, just look at the bright side, you can find a better relationship: )

KS Art@kristiyann 11y

just wanna tell you how beautiful you are! :)

Bianka@jarokabi 11y

Finally I found myself again. Unfortunately It happens to everyone. We have to keep moving on and waiting for the right one! I wish you lots of love, monster!Stay strong, be positive!:)

Dear Monster!I'm going through at the same situation. I've said goodbye to my "lover" a week ago. I was in love and fell for him hard. I felt like never before. I thought, I found the One. I've thought about him every time.I tried to do my best and give him everything. My friends were very angry for me because I didn't care about anything, but him. Them, school, family and the most important thing: Me. It was crazy, I had him, but he wasn't there for me for real. He didn't really care about me and my feelings. I was lonely, depressive, neglected. It took 5 months, but I knew that I have to change. It was very hard to say goodbye.I cried a lot and didn't understand why did it happen. But I'm not angry anymore . I know I have to be strong.My friends and Music helped me a lot.

Marlen@marlenban 11y

you are so beautiful!

Mikaela@littlemonster911 11y

You absolutely will get over it! It'll take some time though. Just stay strong and remember that you're a beautiful person and one day a good hearted, honest person is going to come along and treat you like a goddess. Just have patience and I promise the right one will show up in your life when you least expect it! :)

Williamsmith@williamsmith 11y

Don't despair sweetie. The right man is out there for you somewhere :)

Charlotte @charlottemonsterkat 11y

You're right life is too short to be unhappy!

memo monster@meeemo 11y

mach dir kein kopf :) wird schon irgendwie