On June 4th 2004 I got my first shot of testosterone, after many years of being treated like garbage, after be beaten up many times for being different and after two suicide attempts. On June 4th 2004 I finally got what I've been fighting for with doctors, the health insurance, with poeple who thought, I was only crazy... Now I'm living as the man, I've always been. Happily in love with my girlfriend and finally loving myself. 3 surgerys and the testosterone shots every 3 months. I lost a lot of friends, learned to live with the fact, that a huge bunch of people hate human beings for being themselfs. But it was all worth it for finally being who I am! BE PROUD! (on the pics: me in 1987, me in 1999 and today, with my brother [on the left] and my girlfriend [on the right])