I hate you as long as I love you, seeing you with another guy how is not me, doing things we used to do, make angry, jelous and make me get down, you left me because you were afraid of being the gay of your family, even though you are the age enough to do with your fucking whatever you want to. I will love you forever but I can't handle it
Despite we've had like 1 year and a half of getting met, I could see a great and true friend within you, you are not like the other imbecile that he supposed to be my 'friend'. We have some things in common: we both love video games, some artists we know (and I have noticed that in your laptop you have APPLAUSE x3) and other ones I don't remember now.
Sometimes you ask for me to talk, sometimes is viceversa... And that's good for me, because it is too hard to me to make friends and MORE when it's about true friends, because you see how much important you are for them.
For not making this too long: thanks for being and still being my friend, and I know that being alone doen't help too much to be happy, but saddly I like to be alone... But just when I'm in home :)
I like you...a lot... Do you like me? You say your straight but the way you act around me is different.. You let me get close and it doesn't bother you.. Plus you've said some suggestive things to me.. I'm confused and all I want is the truth....
Dear you. You were my first little monster friend and i thank you for that. You made me laugh,so muxh, so hard and i'm so sorry we drifted apart. Untill we talk again!
Dear other one. I'm sorry for hurting you
Do you remember the day where I found out that you start cutting? Do you remember how sad I was about it but nobody has noticed it only you ? Remember how often I had phoned you when you was crying and thinking about to kill youself? Remeber when I called your dad at the last moment? Remember how often I was the only person who you had talked to? Remember how I told our class and our teachers lies only to safe you? How every teacher was angry about me because I wasnt nice to a girl and our class-teacher because I wanted to safe you? Remember that I keep every secret about you to myself. Yes you remember everything but you have only eyes for your boyfriend and not for my problemes....I fucking miss the old you. How could this happen? </3
Days I woke up in the middle of the night crying. You were perfect while I was called ugly by everyone. How could this happen? You harassing me seem very acceptable to others. Give me mercy
Just tell me how we lost all we had? I still love/miss you so much, but I know that you don't. It makes me so so sad. I just want we to be like we were two years ago ):
it's been 4 years since i moved out of town and i really miss you i didn't hear anything about you since we moved but i still remember the days we spend the days we made troubles on school and we don't tell our parents and i still blame my parents because we moved and that what put us apart and it's getting harder and harder for me to forget you my heart is hurting and i will never replace you if i only had a time machine :(