Monsters i want to thank you for all the love, i just saw all the messages of love i've received these days i was offline! I want to tell you please don't worry, im in therapy to heal myself from my pain and i cannot be involved online in a lot right now, my doctor told me to stay away and try hard to focus on my health! Im really sorry for my silence but i really needed time and i need to heal, as i said i needed to distance not cuz i dont love you, i love you all so much! Its just that i forget too much about myself and my situation is delicate , i need to love myself and slow down with my emotions! My essence was getting covered by my anxiety and lack of focus on my spiritual side! Please don't ever think i'd hurt myself, there are many ways out and im doing all it takes to be happy and value who i am! Thank you from the bottom of my heart as well to @xemma for caring and commenting on my gf's post ! You all are very important to me! You keep me strong! One last kiss to our beautiful angel @gaga i love you so much! Im not gonna let you down Gaga, i will always fight for myself ! Happy bday and thank you for all you've done for me! My love for you is eternal , may God bless you always! Far or close i will never leave you inside of me! Love you all xx