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Breaking down

Tonight I feel like totally breaking down. It's just that I am trying really hard to do alright but I'm not that strong to always be positive or even try to stay positive. And it's not even that I have some huge problems because I don't. And I honestly feel ashamed to post things like that when I know many of you have it worse. Still I got to know someone 2 years ago and after these years I finally fell in love, but than it appeared that I wasn't good enough and lost the person in not a really nice way. Also I was struggling with self-hate since I was 11 or 12 and this year I'm 17 so quite a long time. I just feel like I'm not good enough for anyone you know? Even if they tell me otherwise I feel like I'm being lied to. Thanks to all of the Little Monsters that spent a minute on reading my post, love you. Also I'm sorry if made any mistakes English is not my first language. #littlemonsters #selfharm #depression #anxiety #btw #helpme

sophie@queensophie15 11y

ur such a pretty girl

fede hansen@fedehansen97 11y

Well, hi . First of all, it's okay to not to be okay don't be ashamed of your issues or problems, they are also important because you are important . And even if you think you are not good enough ( I think that you are good enough for anyone) for others, you have to think : Hey, I'm good enough for myself . Because let me tell you that you are fuckiing gorgeous , sincerely, everyone has their ups and downs and when you can't stay positive try to reach for some help. I don't know if any of that made sense, but I hope it'll help, love and hope you'll get better soon .

Simone▼Gypsy@momoshair 11y

Your problems are in no way less important than others. Keep your head up girl, don't be so hard on yourself. And know, that there are always people here who care about you and love you. Monsterhugs xoxo

Mariah 🔵ARTPOPIST🔵@mariah619 11y

im 13 and i suffer a lot from not being able to love myself and letting the hate others spread about me get to me. and i can't always handle it and have a lot of trouble, but i want you to know that you are loved here on this site by gaga and monsters and there are always people out there that love and support you. so even on days when you have those times when you cant love yourself, were here to help you back up when you fall and love you no matter what. i had a similar experience with a friend and it didnt end well for us either, which still makes me sad even though it was a while ago. also your english is really good. love you, monster. paws up <3

Henrique Lima@rickgermanott 11y

I know how you feel darling but I think that you should not give up or get into a depression because of this situation. We all have been gone through hard times lately but we ain't gonna fall apart. Try to find the last and greatest hope inside yourself, you've already overcome this before and you might do it again. We believe in you, you have us here, stay strong! . Sorry for my bad english, I'm from South America that's why I cannot speak english well. xoxoxo

Juliana Gil@julianagil1 11y

Hey little girl, I don't speak english very well, but I will try... Don't give up! Sometimes is good post a text saying how are you... One person will read and help ya! And don't think you are not good enough for anyone, because you are baby! You will find amazing people ;) you are so pretty!!