'When I look back on my life, it’s not that I don’t want to see things exactly as they happened, it’s just that I prefer to remember them in an artistic way. And truthfully, the lie of it all is much more honest, because I invented it. Clinical psychology tells us, arguably, that trauma is the ultimate killer. Memories are not recycled like atoms and particles in quantum physics. They can be lost forever. It’s sort of like my past is an unfinished painting, and as the artist of that painting, I must fill in all the ugly holes and make it beautiful again. It’s not that I’ve been dishonest, it’s just that I loathe reality . ' This is the song of Gaga that i feel the most deeply related to...back when it was released i was alone in my country, my mom had moved to give me a better life after my parents divorced, she had a very bad depression, i saw her almost die, i dont want to go into details but if you observe well maybe you can understand from my expression into these pictures i made ....i am not literal all the time , i write in between the lines... Despite different notions you might have of this, truth is, this is one of the deepest darkest memories ... and When Gaga is at the hospital in this video, thats a very emotional and sad moment for me, not only for my Mother but for me...life has been trying to break me into a million pieces that then turn into ashes but i keep fighting... @gaga is my IV , she keeps me here not physically, much beyond that... I do all for her as she's been doing in my life <3 Don't give up! * paws up