What to do when you have no more strength to continue? When your mind is in conflict with itself, where it seems that the fight has no end. A suffocation that comes to gasp for air. An emptyness inside me where I got lost. I want to find out, but how? How? Told me it is probably schizophrenia and personality disorder. When I think I'm improving, I end up with no ground again and comes back that desperation, agony, stifling tears. Just wanted to be stronger to overcome everything and realize my dreams, but I'm not strong, end up not doing anything. Lay all night thinking how put an end to everything, because it really is worth it to suffer like this every day? No one knows the weight of pain and other problems, which can be hard for me may be easy for you. Just wanted to be happy and find my place in the world, if it actually exists. #desabafo #moment #outflow #gaga #gagatalkme #sorrygaga #verdades