i've felt it too, all i do just talking to myself in my mind and decided what's good and what's bad and when the problem is over.. that is what they call "the powef of soul"
Im bisexual, hate mi life, my best friend doesnt take care of my, today i reallize them im not going to college (sorry for my bad english) my life sucks and i have no one to talk thats how i fell im going to die 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢