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I FEEL SUICIDAL. SEE YOU ALL AT HEAVENS DOOR, THANK YOU GAGA AND EVERYONE WHO HAS HELPED ME .. #DOPE

First of all, I want to say that I don't want ''attention'' or likes, I just want to share my story, my braveness. I've BEEN DIAGNOSED WITH PSORIASIS ( a fatal skin condition, it's autoimmune like lupus for example ) and I've been strugling with it since I was 10 yo ( I'm 17 now ). I feel so exausted with fighting, there IS NO CURE for this, I'm dying mentally .. I don't know what to do, I've been trying to talk to my parents but they don't show support or any emotions, I've been crying a few minutes ago, I almostly fainted and then they gave me some support and love, I don't know where to go, what to do, maybe I should go crying on heavens doors? I don't know .. I feel suicidal i want to kill myself and rest in piece forever, so i don't have to use any stupid creams on my skin, on my head, my hair and everything. I think that this will BE MY LAST POST, i want to say goodbye, I think I'll take some pills from my dad, he LOST HIS ARM in an accident 3-4 months ago, had a stroke and has the same deasise as I do ( he got it in the mid 30 ) ... #restinpiece #princedie #littlemonsters #dope @gaga - if and when u find out that i'm dead i just wanna say THANK U FOR MAKING ME BRAVE AND STRONG, i've benn always called ugly but because of u i feel pretty, because of u i feel strong, but i'm not strong enough ... i can't do this i wrote this last song before i do what i have to do I DON'T WANNA CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP I JUST WANNA DIE & REST IN PIECE BUT MUM TOLD ME "U NEED TO PICK UP YOU SHIT" THE TRUTH IS EMOTIONALY I'M JUST SICK CUZ NOBODY KNOWS HOW IT FEELS TO BE ME #seeyouallinheaven

Christian Candelaria@candelariachristian 11y

You make these posts and then you tell me I am nothing special? We don't need awful human beings like you on this earth.

Davey Gaga@thesephirothgene 11y

I don't mean to be a dick but psoriasis isn't fatal in any way, shape or form - it's just a skin abnormality. I'm not really sure what else to say.

Lost in Hell 4 Paradise@cricardo69 11y

Dude, seriously? Dont do it. Trust me :) Im just 15 And Im gay, im ugly, Im alone and lonely, I dont get any support (just from my parents) Im sick:) I have VIH, and cancer :) Look, We are all diferent. But, we wre all born this way, and no matter what, no matter how, someday u'll get there. And if u dont. Which better way of have tried it? BE MORE STRONG, because of that, Im still alive. I understood that theres just one chance to do it all. What do u wanna be? A singer? A dancer? A painter? Or u wanna be happy? Well, u will never reach any of that once u kill yourself. Think clearly, because not all is over :) I'd like to meet ya. And talk, loves from me, my parents support u, my friends and @gaga !! Go on babe, u're stronger that this. <3

Ziggy Germanotta @zachysprings84 11y

OMG PLEASE TALK TO ME I HAVE THE SAME THING AND I ADMIT IT IS REALLY HARD IT UPSETS ME A LOT BUT DO NOT EVER KILL YOURSELF THIS WORLD NEEDS YOU SO BAD I PROMISE YOU THAT PLEASE MESSAGE ME AND WE CAN TALK...I thought I was the only one who had my body covered in rashes and bleeding but you CANNOT hurt yourself I need someone to get through this with PLEASE message me man you are such a beautiful person inside and out and we need to talk about this

bemineplzw@monalizahaha 11y

Are you getting better or is it still bad ?

Jeff@argo66 11y

I don't think Psoriasis is fatal. It's incurable, but treatable with medication. Certainly not suicide worthy.

Darragh Mc Nally@darraghmonster 11y

Please don't! Stay strong!

Kance Thieu@kancethieu 11y

Oh hell no, bro dont think like that. You're beautiful in many way. And if you're gone, many ppl will be sad. I dont know you well but I'd be sad too. You said you're sick mentally. Then, let us heal you mentally. You never know how strong you are until it's the only way. Don't give up. Start with finding the thing you want to do, then you will know what to do, and where to go. I used to be like you, my wrist still have scars from those unsuccessful suicide. And I still live. Dont do anything stupid !!!!

😃Brandy | @Kizzy4464@kizzy4464 11y

You are brave Prince! Keep in mind that no person who becomes great does so without feeling suffering and pain. You must be destined for something amazing! I feel your warmth just from your look. I do hope you choose to stay strong and share you story of triumph! I know you feel lost right now... please think about what you can do to be found? Love you monster! Please remember you have a destiny that should not be wasted.

Yüyi for Yoü@julle79 11y

please dont do this! life is precious and think- there are many many people without legs, handicapped or blind, but they choose to live and enjoy life. You have your entire life ahead so WHY end it now? be strong and appreciate what you have :/

Sibel@gagalicioushooker 11y

Try talking with other monsters, we are all strugglers here, because thats just how life is, some have it worse some have it better, but we all have to stay strong. Try talking with James Sulh, artlandofme artist, he also has a skin disease, and maybe you can feel better. Know that we love you monster <3

James or ArtLandOfMe@artlandofme 11y

Hey kid, I am suffering from a skin disease for 15 years too.(check my post about my skin problem) I really know how you feel. i cried every night. i always hated god. I really wanted to kill myself. But then i realized. If I have no courage and strength to live, how do I have the courage to die? Talk to me if you want :)

PinkUnicorn@pussymonster 11y

Get a life and grow up

roomingfree77@roomingfree77 11y

The only people that will suffer are everybody that you love and hate that you left behind here on earth. don't be so selfish, finish your education so you can afford a lifestyle you can be proud of and quit inventing drama for yourself and spend more time focusing on the good your lifestyle has to offer..*Good luck/Hugs*

Gaga: Goddess of ARTPOP@psionicpsychic 11y

I researched about it and this is all I got. Yes, psoriasis is not curable but is able to be treated to at least get rid of the effects. It's deadly, but only if you have no proper medication. Just pray to God that a miracle will happen. Be strong! Nothing is impossible in this world. Just think of the positive things in this world that you did and your going to do. Smile too :)

Ojira@ojira 11y

Please don't harm yourself and stay strong, committing suicide does not solve any problems, it will make people around you including all of us very very sad. You are very young and you have many possibilities, you have FUTURE. I guess you need professional treats, please just ask doctors or therapists for help.

aditya popgangsta67@adityagaga67 11y

stay strong

borjaspain20@borjaspain20 11y

Please stay strongh babel, here you have a big family. I love you, I'm proud of you... Here I'm if you want...

Jonathan Smith@jonnigermanotta 11y

I don't know what it's like to have your condition clearly but I know what it's like to be suicidal. message me if you like I'd hate for you to even think about that