Maybe some of you read my last post and maybe some didn't. I'll just get to the point where I left off. As some of you may know my parents are Jehova's Witnesses and they really believe in their religion and I think they expect me to follow their path. So because of this I'm not brave enough to come out to my parents and Jehova's witnesses doesn't like homosexuals or bisexuals because god says that feelings and thoughts like these are wrong and unnatural and that people with these kind of feelings will die a horrendous death at armageddon if they don't do as god says. So I keep hearing everyday from all of the other members and the elders that the end of this world is very close or even closer than we think and I just can't stand it. I do believe in some stuff the bible says when it describes how our world looks like today but knowing that I will die because of my sexuality while feeling ''spiritually weak'' is something I think of everyday and I am really deperessed because of this. I really can't see anything positive in my life right now. It's killing me over and over again. I just want to get away from all this but I am not brave enough and I don't wanna die if this is true. I just generally feel like a failure. #littlemonsters #depression #Religion #help