I still cannot stop crying. My heart aches because I still want him. I can't believe it's really over. Why do people always have to hurt me. I just wanna be loved for who I am. Letting go is the hardest thing ever. I wouldn't wish this kind of pain upon anyone... No one deserves to feel this way. Life is so short, but people think it's ok to play with your feelings, emotions, your heart. I was and still am in love with him... but I'll stumble and fall, I'm still learning to love. I'll miss and love you forever... It's just to sad to see this end. I can't stop crying. I've been putting this fake smile on my face all day, telling everyone that I'm alright, that I'm ok with it being over, but it's eating me inside. I give up.