umm well, my mom dated this guy for a long time then he started drugs and then one day we went to the fair came back and there was a beer can on the street. we picked it up and threw it away. he got all pissy "who's beer is that, who did u have over bla bla bla" they got in a fight and he pulled a gun out on her. thank go she didn't get shot, I would have died. was seven and this isn't a safe environment for kids so the cops acme and my grandma drove us off... but he tried to steal my 10 month old brother, we went her house and stayed there. the cops of course came and questioned us and stuff like that. well this is that part where I want to kill myself.... well we went back to my moms and stayed there. and of course she gave him another chance -.- the cops came and asked if he was there, he bolted out the back door. so they asked us was he? my mom told me to say no... but knowing that would get HER in trouble I said yes and spilled it all. I shouldn't have done that im the reason me, my, sister and brother got token away. so they took us to a foster home and we stayed there to finish school. I hated it. like idiots the cops sent my bro and sis to Miami where his parents live -.- HOW SAFE *not* I went to my dads that I lost touch with over the past 2 years when he went to jail for driving with a suspended license. well I got to see him :D but my mom had to go to this training to get us back then she got us back like 2-3 years later... then she gave him another chance -.- like seriously... some people never change. he got worse with the drugs but umm I wont tell you about that...ewww, umm he threw my mom through a door... so he got kicked out, then we all moved with my grandma. I love my mom to death. please don't go a day without loving your family, this could happen. thank you for taking your time to read. this is also one of the reasons I cut. but thank you and mother you helped me through this. your music saved me :')