I feel sad a lot. Sometimes I don't know why, sometimes it's because a boy doesn't like me back. Sometimes it's because a girl doesn't like me back. The people I spend time with dont understand me. They don't know why I get mad when they call someone gay as an insult, or why I get mad when they make fun of someone's looks or clothes. They don't know why when they make fun of gaga or little monsters or this site itself i get quiet and just put my heartbeats in and block it out. It's really hard sometimes, because keeping it to myself is the only option. I don't care who reads this, as long as at least one person can understand that you all bring me joy and a smile to my face when nothing else really can. That means a lot. I follow a lot of you on Instagram an I see all the hot page posts on this site, and they help. So I guess this is a thank you to all of you, to gaga, to the haus, and to anyone who ever felt this way. Im sorry and i love you @gaga #littlemonster #bold #bravery #iloveyou #openletter #thankyou #pleaseread #thankyougaga