I wish I know there is an easy way to do this, I've been trying to be bold and be myself. Sometimes I still feel people are judging me, friends, relatives, strangers... people used to hate me because I was happy. I tried to be normal and to fit in the society i'm in. Day after day, year after year. I feel like I'm losing myself, my originality. It feels like I lose my life, like a soulless man. I hardly love myself, always try to get more attention to make people like me, I fail. The worst thing is I fail myself, I lost my originality. I just want to be myself again and feel stronger. I'm so glad Gaga exists in this world and had helped me through her message and music. I will not give up, I will continue to look for myself and one day I know I will love myself completely. It's hard but I will. I am happy for those of you who love yourself and never ever doubt in yourself. Don't make the same mistake as I did. Good night... #BoldBravery #loveyourself #thanksgaga