Today Tara posted a selfie on her instagram of a sweater i made for her. I know how much she loves R. Kelly, so i wanted to make this really special for her. (a lot of us have our gaga sweaters, and Kells to Tara is like Gaga to us.) No one understands how much Tara means to me, and that's 100% okay. I know it probably sounds insane to a lot of you, but i don't know where i'd be without her. Two weeks ago, after giving her this sweater and other gifts, tara tweeted me a picture of herself wearing the flower crown i made her and a bear i made her as well. She called me an angel, but in all honesty, God sent me the most beautiful angel to be in my life, and that's her. I can't express how much she means to me, and how much she inspires me to stay strong, to keep fighting, and to keep going everyday. She's a reason for my smile, and not a day goes by that i don't think about her, her health, and how she's doing. I know it may sound crazy to a lot of people, but i don't care. Tara's so much more than 'Gaga's makeup artist.' When i think of Tara, i don't even think of Gaga to be quite honest. They're two different yet amazing women, but Tara is her own person and i just see her like i see everyone else. Tara, i can't tell you how much i love and care about you. I could honestly write you 1,000 letters saying it, but i really do mean it. You are so beautiful both inside and out, and i can't imagine my life without you in it. I am so grateful to Gaga because without her, i would have never known or met you, and i just can't imagine not knowing such an amazing person as yourself. Thank you for reminding me to always fight, to keep my head high, and to stay strong. You fight every single day and i'm so lucky to know someone as amazing as you. I love you dearly, always have, always will. Thank you for everything. Ps- i can't wait until i see you in a few weeks because i have another surprise for you :) I love you beautiful! xoxo - jessica finn♡ #tarasavelo @tarasavelo