kristydanielle’s post

Welcome home, Little Monsters.

Anxiety :'(

I don't know why, but for the past two years at university my anxiety in class has been really bad. Today it took over once again. I freeze up inside, my heart pounds in my chest. I can barely talk to anyone and my confidence disappears. It's like I can't actually focus on class because I'm so pre-occupied with my anxiety. It's the worst feeling and it happens in every fucking class. This is ruining my life and making me so depressed. Even though I'm on medication, it just feels like nothing helps. I feel like nobody understands. Gaga and her music are the only things keeping me strong, as well as all of you, monsters. This community makes me feel so much braver. Ugh, I don't know how much longer I can handle feeling like this. I want to disappear. Sorry for the rant, I just can't deal with this anymore.

Alessia Monster@littlemonsterale14 11y

I AM WITH YOU

Rebecca@somewhereibelong 11y

Maybe you should go to the doctor again. You probably have to change your medication if this one doesn't help. I had similar problems like you and since i take Fluvoxamine i feel so much better. Really they are wonderful. And don't treat your problems as if they aren't problems. It seems to bother you a lot,so you need help. And this is totally okay,no one will be annoyed. If there is something,you can write me. I log in everyday. I wish you everything good <3

Giorgy Catalina Walteros Franco@kata3001 11y

The only I can do is send you all my love, my advice is take a breath and affront the situation, you can choose to keep going with your life, decide to be in peace with yourself be strong be brave, you can trusth in others just be patient someday you won't feel like that, I know it cuz well I felt like that, but I focused on the class what the teacher saying us, and well I started to forget the anxiety, then I start to learn and talk a little with other classmates, so everything could be fine, just think that you can be more strong than the anxiety, try it dont give up, I'm here, we are here for support you, ♥ #PawsUp

Stellina@isulaturchina 11y

I feel the same you know. I was suppose to go to college, but when I arrived there my mother was with me the first day to cheer me up (there's no university where I live so I had to move) but I was just crying all the time. I spent 2 days there and then we decided to stop because it was ruining me. This is one of my worst memories, I never cried that much. I know how lucky I am to have parents that have good situation and can take care of me. I can't live a normal life because of my anxiety. Every single move I take, even talking to someone is just too hard. I'm stuck and I'm trying to get better everyday. But you see, you're already stronger than me, you spent 2 years in university. I know you can go on like this, you're brave monster. You can message me if you need <3.

Ersatz Empress@theminddance 11y

I get confidence to talk to new people by remembering that there are 7 billion people on the planet and it doesn't matter if I embarrass myself with the person standing in front of me because I haven't lost anything. If they don't like me for me then I just move on to another of the thousands at my college. Forget second chances, you have millions :)

Morgan.@loosegrin 11y

this makes me sad ): life is so hard. i don't know what i can tell you to make you feel better but you are not alone. there is a strength inside you that is yet to be touched. for all of us.

Ilonavincent💕@ilonavincent 11y

you can talk to me if you like. my dad didn't believe in me. he always told me I wasn't pretty enough, smart enough or that I would never be successful. but still I believed in myself. and I was only 12. yes, I admit, it was hard to know that I only had myself but I promise if I was strong, then so can you ♡♥♡♥♡

David Becker@redfrank 11y

Visualize your most anxiety producing situations And do breath exercises that are online find one that u like. It takes time find the mellow place in yourself.

Mikaela@littlemonster911 11y

I understand, I'm afraid to even sign up for college because of my anxiety :/