Once apon a time I was a bratty, negative, rebellious, chubby, worrying, over aggressive, suicidal, self-conscious girl who had been thru a fair bit of shit who didn't look for the positive in things, I was severely depressed with anxiety & an all round downer. But today I look back at that & cannot believe that was me, not only have I had a drastic change on the outside but on the inside as well. Everything I have done to change myself externally truly shows my internal change, I am no longer negative about life, yes I have my days but I am so happy that I have grown up. I have amazing people in my life who support me & are always there when I need to talk, I no longer carry hate for people who made my life difficult I've let it go, I thank them for making me strong, I'm not an anchor to myself anymore, I feel like I am now the person I have always wanted to be & I cannot wait to grow as that person & see where it takes me! none of this is or was possible without @gaga or any of you amazing monsters #littlemonster #littlemonsterpost #artpop #bornthisway #monsterfamily #love