Breathe, open your eyes,listen to the world around you , clean the tears from your face , go outside and let the wind heal those open wounds... Stop accepting what your heart tells you, that your heart belongs to those who left you, tell it you are ready to smile again...Sometimes a lie can save irreversible damages , and who is to say its a lie? ...Maybe im the end you are lying more to yourself living in your past, than inventing a new present you have never thought of before... When you wake up everyday and you see not only in your reflection but in everything you do, those who are not with you anymore ! Its very hard to move on when the feelings for everything you lost are what keeps you going on...maybe its time for a drastic change ....But i feel i am not ready yet , so i hold hands with my pain and reinvent myself instead of my story for now... Painting the sadness outside to deal with the ghosts inside, it helps me surviving ... Because to free a mind is not only to forget what hurts , for me is grabbing the darkness and embracing it , giving it all kinds of shapes... If you can't kill your pain , become friends with it !