I told my best friend I was gay today and she was good with it. I can't say as I feel any better yet, just really awkward. When you spend so long hiding who you really are it messes with your self esteem, and I honestly want to take it all back. I know in the long run ill be so happy but right now it feels like the end of the world. I'm so glad I have a friend who accepts me the way I am and will support me through this struggle. I'm also glad to have my Monster family and @gaga to make me feel better. I love all of you so much!