Hi, probably you won't see this.. But I got nothing left to lose. We've never met.. You never noticed "me".. I cant blame you! I can't draw, write, sing or dance. That's probably why. I was planing to attend to your concert (28 of March @NYC). Your birthday+ The ARTPOPBall + NYC! What else could I ask for? But unfortnalty I couldn't find any concert tickets.. I was going to book a flight to the US but now everything is cancelled.. I picked a "costume" and my hair style. You see, I'm obsessed about my hair. I'm working on a notebook for YOU.. I wanted to give it to you.. Gaga, my heart is broken.. I'm depressed and I can't stop crying.. I go to my room and lock the door and tears fall down endlessly.. No one knows about that, because no one cares about my love to you.. Why should they? I need a break.. I have to see you. I missed the BTWBall.. I still can't believe that I couldn't go. I will never EVER gonna see you preforming Judas or Bloody Marry in your leather heels. because it's over. I can't forgive my self.. I should have tried harder. I just want to attend the ARTPOPball.. THIS CANT BE HAPPENING AGAIN. The thing is, I hoped and I daydreamed about meeting you day and night.. Just me and you. Hanging out in NYC. Sharing thoughts about art, music, politics or maybe religion. Talking for hours and hours and clearing my mind and get to know YOU. Or maybe having a nice dinner at a fancy restaurant.. With the paparazzi all swarming around In my Louis Vuiton white buttoned down. You won't see this comment I guess.(if you do then I want you to smile and realize how pretty you are..) But hey! Im gonna keep trying! Do you know why? "Because I have nothing left to lose." yours truly, Your support, forever.