I wish so badly I hadn't froze. I can't describe the feeling when I saw her pull up and blow us kisses. I can't believe I got to see her. But I didn't say HALF the things I wanted to. In fact, I didn't even say I love you, I only mouthed it, the words didn't come out. But I know you looked at me and I know you saw @gaga I LOVE YOU TO VENUS AND BACK. I wish I had told you that you've saved my life. I wish I had told you that you are just about the first thing I think of when I wake up because I live through your art & through ARTPOP. It helps me eat and reminds me that self harm is not a way to create my destiny. I wish I had told you how fucking insanely beautiful I think you are. Everything about you. Your physical beauty is just beyond me. Your mind is golden and pure. I wish I had held your hand as you stuck it out the window. I wish i had just touched you or hugged you. But your presence froze me completely. I've never felt that before. But next time, I'm so ready. I can't wait. I love you so much, gaga.