One day I will hear it in the news, I will read it on the newspaper or I will receive that horrible call, where some will tell me she finally closed here eyes forever. My little granddaughter is gonna hug me and ask "grandma? Why are you crying?" With tears I will say "because a very important part of me just died, and she didn't just take with her memories, laughs, cries, music, awards, and a lotta life lessons, but she took with her my happiness. She was my reason to live when I was just 16, the time flied but I still can remember when I went to her first concert, every time I heard about her my heart used beat fast and I smiled every time some named her" I will stand up and ask my husband to give me that box I had saved years ago, I will play her music and I will remember how it made me feel, I will cry and my daughter will ask "I can't get it, she was just an artist, she doesn't even knew you exist" and with pain in my chest I will say "you can't be more wrong, she made me happy when I was sad, she lighted my darkest days, and even though she never knew I exist, one part of me was hers, and without her knowing she loved me, she had me there in her big heart, without her you wouldn't exist either, because believe it or not, her, the one who never met me, saved my life, and the love I felt and feel for her was enough for me" Maybe no one is gonna understand or maybe they'd think I got crazy because I will get depressed over it, but the day Lady Gaga dies, my heart will die too, because the only one who have kept me alive till today, will be gone, and just someone who loves her with this intensity will understand and know that when Lady Gaga is not here anymore, even though I am gonna still surviving, I am not gonna be alive anymore, because my light will get off and my hope will be gone.