Now that I'm finally 21 years old I feel so bad.
I feel I have not done anything with my life. It's been 21 years since I came to this world and no help at all. I could not change the world. Do not get it better. I did nothing to make me feel it was worth my existence.
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I have no job. I have no independence. I always made bad decisions.
My life is going in reverse.
Today I have 21. But it is a sad day
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