She is my hero, my queen, my safety. I feel safe when I listen to her music and feel safe surrounded by her in my room with pictures and blankets and pillows and collectible so have. To meet @gaga would mean everything at this point. My mom is dying from Lung cancer and Im her full time caretaker. I'm able to go to my first Gaga concert on May 12th in Philly. To meet Gaga would make my mom smile because she knows the happiness it would bring me. To have my mom be happy and smile with all the pain she is enduring would be totally amazing. I want her to kno ill be ok after she dies. I want her to see me happy while she is alive for however long she has left. She tells me she wants me to be happy. Im happy because i care for her full time but deep down its only sadness and pain. I'd like to be able to be happy for one day. One night. One minute. I don't know happiness unless I'm in my room or listen to Gaga. Even then it's not the same. I just want to feel safe in the arms of the person who has been here for me and feel safe in the arms of someone who is so spectacular. People say to me, " you only want to meet her cause she is famous". I cry when they tell me that because it's not true. I want to meet her because she is a person underneath everything. A loving human being who gets hurt. Who knows what loss is. She is the person who is here for me and I actually feel like she cares about me. Gaga if ur reading this, I love you and hope to meet you. Also want you to know I pray for your safety and health and happiness every night before bed. I love u so much. ❤️