yuluvninax3’s post

Welcome home, Little Monsters.

How I feel most of the time.

I'm sad most of the time because I'm not okay with my body or face. I don't know how someone can hate themselves in the way I hate myself. I'm fat & I don't look like every other 17 year old. I can't wear the things I want. I have tried to lose weight and it just doesn't work. I don't have a pretty face. When people tell me I'm cute it just makes me feel worst. I wish I could except I was "Born This Way" but I just can't. As happy as I am I'm always sad. There are days when I feel worst than others and this is one of them. Life is unfair. @gaga I'm glad I have you to look up to & make me feel happy every once in awhile.

Haus of Kelly@djkellyannpacey 11y

I battle with that most days monster just stay strong I hide behind a mask of make up because of my face my body I think is alright but I have learnt to accept that I'm not going to grow any more because my disability but stay strong for Gaga hun! Xx

Slayvannah Davis@savannahdstarr 11y

I completely relate to you. Its like, you can't accept a compliment if you don't like how you look. I'm also bigger and I have been since birth. Diets suck so I don't do 'em. Eventually you will accept yourself and be the way you want to be. It's tough when you WANT to be happy but the universe won't let you. It throws things your way that puts you down. But the great thing is, there are always ways to lift yourself up. No one can really TELL you things to make you happy... Its more like something YOU have to find within yourself. And you will. Trust me. Keep your head up and smile through life because if you can show life that the pain makes you stronger, the pain will give up...the pain will lose the battle. And just so you know, you aren't fat. Honestly. PAWS UP!

Sui Lovett@tantesui 11y

I know how you feel honey .. I feel the same I am overweight and the most time I didn't feel comfortable with my body but I have accepted that's ok because I also tried to lost weight and get anorexia so I tried to eat normal and I gained too much weight again.. I accept that I rather be healthy than sick and thin I try to accept my body because I was born this way .. But I know it's hard .. Believe me you are pretty honey the way you are and you are such a special person from inside and that's the most important thing .. Stay strong we love you