I am at a college that I cannot stand. No one here is like me, and it's in the middle of no where. I have to drive a 2 hours for Applebee's. We don't even have a Walmart. There is nothing to do, and no where to go. No one goes out, and people think I'm hard because I wear skinny jeans! This place is like s cult. My school openly speaks against same sex marriage, and Starbucks almost was not carried on campus because the company supports LGBT rights. My best friend is gay and wants to come here to support me but i would be afraid he would get hurt or bullied. Not to mention, intellectually it's very difficult, but all of the classes take do not really pertain to my major... It's a waste of time. I went here to make my parents happy, and besides... They really wouldn't let me go far away from home, despite the fact that I recived huge scholarships to NYU and USC and was somehow able to get into brown... I busted my ass in high school to earn top marks, and do a shit ton of things only to come to a school I hate. Now I'm depressed clinically, and my grades are falling. I'm stess eatting and sometimes pruging and I've lost the body that I trained to get for years. Everyday I try to make the best of things, and my roommate and I are soulmates... She's transferring also. Thank god artpop came out this year. Seriously thank god. Weekends are the worst because I am stuck at school. Literally my only option is to study, which is fine... But after stressing out all week I just need a fucking break... But I can never get one. I pray for Mondays just so I have something to do!