I have seen lately a lot of pain in this fanbase, and a lot of pain inside myself and the most important in the person I love the most, I just can’t anymore with all the amount of broken hearts, I was always a dreamer but sometimes reality ,or what we conceive as reality ( because we have been taught that only things that we see with our eyes are real) hurt us, and we feel ignored, forgotten, misunderstood, that all the fight was in vain, that we lost more blood in the battle than the land we conquered , and that feeling of defeat in the victory it’s not true, love can be shown in a million ways, maybe our time differs with God´s time, and we feel hopeless, we forget how far we have come, and that we are survivors. It´s not that I love revenge it´s just that I loathe injustice, and I believe that we all don’t deserve the same in this life, each of us deserve what each of us give to the world, that’s true justice, to create a better and new world with compassion, acceptance, tolerance, and love, we must be fair, without it none of the other things can be truly achieved. I have made mistakes in my life and I’m aware and sorry for them, I don’t want nobody´s pity and I normally don’t like to talk about this , but the best friend I have in this planet truly deserves to be known for who she is not for what she seems to be and I’m gonna tell you a story,( it’s a bit long so if you keep reading promise it will worth reading). So I was around 12 years old when I was diagnosticated with a strange disease (actually 1 in 100.000 people has it) , it´s a genetic illness, basically I lack a type of collagen in the connective tissue, in other words, degenerative hypermobility syndrome , Ehlers Danlos Syndrome (EDS) , as it is not very common and not so visible people do not understand and think I'm lazy when I'm actually just extremely weak and it's hard for me to do simple things like opening doors, I’m not strong enough to push them, I have to ask for help all the time, also to open water bottles , etc., besides that my body dislocates easily and I get hurt easily because my tissues are very fragile, some people think I’m like a circus freak, people even told me I would not be able to make it to the Monster Pit because of it, I did it and because of it an amazing person came to my life, my amazing friend Andreia, that understood what I had and was all the patience she could be with be, besides that I was diagnosticated with several depression and anxiety disorder mixed , my dear Andy @andypires89gagaa ( @andreiapirezz on twitter) had to go through a lot because of me , but she always believed in me, and she always told me that I was special and that I could achieve anything, she traveled with me from Europe to South America, where I live, then because of my depression something really bad happened and she had to go alone to NY, she went alone for her friends and for me, she promised me in a letter I found at home after I came from the hospital that she would give it to Gaga, the book we made with a lot of love, so many bad things happened that everything seemed impossible, but she DID IT, against all odds, she finally gave Gaga something we put our hearts in, it she put her life in danger many times for me, for us, she did a lot of sacrifices, because of what she achieved she gave me a reason to be strong and keep believing but rn she needs me, she needs ALL OF US, I´m so proud of her that I will never have enough words to thank her what she did for me, cause I would not be able to, she’s so talented, and gifted, she´s suffering a lot because life sometimes can be really hard and unfair, people can be truly heartless and ungrateful, but she keeps giving love or the last drops of love her heart has to give because she was used and abused by many since little ,I´m proud to say with all the problems she has, my best friend it´s a hero, not because she’s perfect, but because she fights for others when many times she can’t even fight for herself, she is the kind of person who´s loyalty will make her give her life for you, and each one of her tears for me are like pieces of broken glass cutting my heart, I know I will never be able to do for her what she did for me, so I wish you friends out there and Stefani, could all see beyond her, and send her your love and support, because right now I´m again on the other side of the world from her and I wish I could hug her tight and tell her that everything will be ok, sadlyI’m so far away :’(. But, if all those miracles happened in our lives before why don’t believe they can still happen?. This is also for all people that are suffering for whatever reason, don’t quit, your life is just starting, be there for others, do not give Up!. AND FOR YOU DREIA : YOU ARE NOT WORTHLESS; YOU ARE NOT INVISIBLE, YOU ARE LOVED, YOU ARE SPECIAL, AND YOU WILL SUCEED, I WILL ALWAYS BE ON YOUR SIDE. My love, my friend. GOD MAKES NO MISTAKES, AND GODDESS OF LOVE IS REAL @gaga