School Me vs Real Me. Friends Me vs Real Me. Everywhere Me vs Real Me. What they see. What they think they know. What I really am. Why doesnt anyone understand. I feel like I never have anyone to talk to. My friends are mean to me most of the time, I only have one accepting friend, but she doesnt always get how serious this is. My only other friend that understands moved to a new state, I only see her once a year. I just want to be accepted, understood. I hate school. Sometimes I cry in the morning because I dont want to go. Im 15. Freshman year is hard. I fight tears and rage fits in school all the time. I feel lonely in a room full of people. I cry over little things. I dont know why im so sad. I know I have a good life, good grades, a family. But the fact that a still feel bad even though I have this just makes me feel worse about myself. I just dont know what I can do anymore. Im confused. Someone just help me. Please.