that was so sad , when you know there's a good man and there's a bad man , but in my life , you know my life is suck , everyone always bullying me the say that im a loser , freak , im a fool , thats make me cry everynight and then i always do what gaga tell to us , u just dont have to listen what they say to you , cause you were born this way , and i do that , but thats not work on me , you know in my school , the students and the TEACHERS TOO they bully , i just can't show them my talent bc i have so many problem now , like my mom is not always support me in music but actually i really love music , they never want to give me money to buy piano , but i really want that , thats really sad you know and in school i have a problem too , at august 2013 my voice jjust getting broken you know , like when i want to talk to people my voice is not work or loud , that wasa sad i have go to the doctor but the docktor just give me a medicine and that was so expensive but the drug still didnt work , after that my moom never want to go to the doctor again , and i feel did god is still remeber or help me? my friends always judge and laugh at me bc my voice , i have so many problem on my life , i just like " if only you , like me what did you do " did you have still remeber the miracle now? like my its just like my previous post no one give attention at me , they just like laugh maybe and tell me im a liar thats real ok , my moom tell if i want to buy something about music you have to buy with your money but actually i dont have money i really love pianoo i just want i can have piano and i will use it every night but thats really never true I just like life is not fair , if im a loser , i will be a loser forever :( thats ..." i just want somebody help me and noticed me now ! :"( i really lost everything , my confidents , everything at all :"( i just didn't believe in a miracle and a chance now :(