My inspiration to cure my depression is @xemma because I look at how strong and so down to earth she is, trying to help everyone she can even though she has her own problems to deal with, that's what I want to be like. I know most of you know of my story but this story doesn't end there, I will continue to grow strong and to beat the suicidal and depressed thoughts in my head. I will aim high and try to achieve my goal of being a LittleMonster in the Haus. I will try to be my strongest, I will try my best to beat the dark and horrible thoughts I do have from time to time, I will reach out and help others as others have helped me. This fandom/family inspires me to be strong everyday and shows me it's okay to be down and lonely, you all pick me up when I fall down. Emma you're a beautfiul soul and I hope you see even though you've never spoken to me, you've helped me and so has your story! @gaga you make me see the light in the dark times, DEPRESSION WILL NOT BEAT ME, I WILL BEAT IT. I am a flower in your garden and I intend to bloom to my very best. thank you for everything. #personalupdate #artpoplife #depressionheals