I just wanna post this to thank God for this beautiful person he brought to my life, shes one of the most loyal person I ever met, she made so much for me and she means so much to me, I know that people think that is so good that we find eachother and thats treu, but we are both ill, we are depressed and when I was dying literaly the only person that was there with me and after there was her, only a few people and family truly helped me, but without her I would be DEAD now monsters, I took more than 50 pills twice, Its not really important if you believe this or not, because I made this post for her, because I never properly thank her for everything she did for me, and Im scared, Im worried, and we are now so far away in distance, I dont wanna lose u Andreia, I need u so much in my life, without u a half of me is dead, numb, and we have to fight hard together this illness, we have to be strong because we never said goodbye to eachother properly was I was hospitalized when she had to go , and we have to live, to survive to hug eachother again, to laugh together again, to make senseless conversations that only we understand, to kiss and cry together, I love you , please stay alive and I will try hard to stay alive for u too. AMOTE I WISH WE GET TO BE TOGETHER SOON